The Unknown Realm

Day 6,122

{ 5:31 PM, May. 24, 2006 } { 0 comments } { Link }

Alone
My tears stream down my face
as I watch his tail lights
fade into the distance
the dull ache in my chest
is my heart
shattered into millions of pieces
I cannot go on
he was everything
my life, my world
and now it is gone
along with my soul
he has so much power
that he is able to take my heart and soul
leaving the rest to rot and die
fade away into nothingness
I cannot, will not ever love again
it hurts too much
when he is gone
yet it hurts to be alone
alone for eternity.

Day 6,094

{ 3:47 PM, Apr. 26, 2006 } { 0 comments } { Link }

The Wall
My smile, my laugh,
fake, not real
my friends,
can I call them that?
Are they genuine?
or are they wearing masks
Would they care if I cried?
If I died?
would they shed a tear
if I wasn't here
is there anyone in the world
who gives a damn
I can't destroy
this false façade
this wall
that I have constructed
like the wall in Berlin
only my wall won't crumble
the wall
between me and the rest of the world.

Untitled
When the world ends
I want to stand atop the highest mountain
and watch it crumble, watch it collapse
fall into the deep, dark abyss that is the end
and I will laugh, I will cry, I will fall to my knees
humbled by fear and shame
and as the world falls
I will cry out to the heavens and the earth
a wordless cry of pain and heartache
then I will die
with everyone else
because I am not invincible
I feel things, even though I don't show it
I hurt
and no one knows
I cry and no one sees
I die and no one cares
I am invisible
and that's all I'll ever be.

Day 6,079

{ 10:28 PM, Apr. 10, 2006 } { 0 comments } { Link }

Hello again. I bring greetings from "The City." If you don't know what I'm talking about then please go here. Like it? Well I think that it's so cool! I really don't have to post from my "library" but I do have an idea for a cool story. It's not really developed all the way but basically its going to be about a girl named Ridley Phoenix who has to move to Nevada from NYC and has an interesting adventure. It doesn't sound very good yet but I'm not finished, at all. Well I suppose that's all for now.

Day 6,071

{ 5:41 PM, Apr. 3, 2006 } { 0 comments } { Link }

Wondering what the title means? Well I will enlighten you; it means that I have been alive for 6,071 days. If you want to know how old I am then you do the math. As for who I am, well my name is Kaelie Andrews. Is this my real name? Well that's for you to decide. I mean no harm, I am merely here to write; to get all my ideas out there for people to see; to get my thoughts down before they get away. I'm not crazy, merely misunderstood. You may come here thinking that this is just another f u c k e d up teenager complaining about life but that is where you are wrong. I don't care about anyone else's problems so I really don't think that anyone else cares about mine. No, this is merely a place for me to come when I just need to ramble. My ramblings may about anything; from a poem that I wrote to what I thought about the lecture I was forced to endure in a class. So to those of you who are planning on coming back...

...Happy Reading

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