i love chat rooms. they're so nifty. i go in..and i say something...and someone starts with me. everytime. i love it. i got called a whore tonight..just because my name is brittney. hahaha. lame.

anyways...i've noticed that i dote upon mike a lot in these blogs. and i'm sure i'll go back and read these and be like "damn brittney...doesn't anything else happen in your life?" and i'll be like.."no" lol. mike is all that happens.

cool thing happened today though. i went to my grandmas with my mum and i wanted to wait in the car. my mum told me i had to go in and she promised i wouldnt' be disappointed. so i go in and my grandma hands me a present. i'm like..wtf. my birthday was in feb. and she told me it was an early graduation present. i opened it..and it was an effing cell phone. i was like..omfg. lol. i was excited as crap. i couldn't believe it. i still cant believe it. even though like..no one has called. i dont expect them too because no one has my number or anything. haha. its great.

i'm so happy. i've seen mike everyday so far for spring break. that's amazing. and no..i'm not tired of him. in fact..he left about 2 hours ago..and i miss him already. i miss him a lot. everytime he goes to leave i want to wrap my arms around him and beg him to stay. unfortunately..i dont think my rents would go for that. :( they let him stay the other night. but..i dont think they'd go for everynight.  lame lame.  i want to marry him..and live with him...and mother his children. and everything. that sounds silly doesnt it? oh well.

i've discovered a new band. Faktion. i like them. a lot. a whole lot. they have a song called distance. and its the sappy emo song. i love it. love love love. like..one of the lines is :

 "Just remember to keep some distance
And remember you've
Already had your chance with me"

yea..i love that song. the rest of it doesn't fit how i feel. but that part does. the rest is like..i still love you or something i dont know. its weird.

i'm fixing to head to dream land though. i have to get up and **** tomorrow b/c its my dads birthday.  :)

later.