so. i guess i feel sorta bad. i've been putting haley on the backburner. i mean, she's supposed to be my best friend and she probably feels like she's being replace by mike and seven last words. although, molly and corina have pretty much taken my place as well. she hardly talks to me anymore. she only talks to me at school. she doesn't invite me over anymore...but then again...when am i free?
who knew having a boyfriend would take up so much of your time?
am i mad?
not at all. i enjoy spending all my time with mike. i mean...that's what relationships are. spending as much time together as you can in order for yall to get to know each other better. i just wish there was a way to fit everyone in. you know. just...enough time to hang with everyone.
but would i want to?
good question. most all of my friends are immature. and not like..goofing off immature...but...not grown up immature. i do miss hanging out with haley on weekends. that's why i'm looking foward to prom. i miss hanging with her..and we'll get to hang together at prom. :) it'll be nice. very nice. maybe i'm just overreacting with everything. over thinking everything. i need to stop and breathe. i left her a voicemail telling her i loved her..and that she was my best friend and i dont know what i'd do without her. we need to patch things up. quickly. :)
graduation soon. excited?
dont you know it. i cant wait actually. the closer the gets...the harder it gets to contain my excitement. i've been off the walls lately. not right now. i sorta dont feel good and i have 3 essays that i'm supposed to be writing. plus i have an english test tomorrow. :-\ yeah. yukky. but...none-the-less...i'm stoked about graduation. i cant wait to put on the gown and walk across the stage. cause that's it. when i walk across the stage..that's it. i'm done. high school will be over for me. that's a little scary. but..i'm learning not to cry about it. at least...not cry about it and be sad. more like..cry about it and be happy. cry happy tears because it is gonna be the most incredible experience. well..so far anyways. mike...maybe...over rules it anyways. mike is my most incredible experience. and i dont want to lose him because i love him. and what'll make graduation better is the fact that he'll be there. he'll be there to witness me and watch me walk across that stage. he'll be there to see me close that chapter of my life. and he'll be there to see me open the book at the new chapter. this is so exciting. i only have like...22 days left till graduation. how exciting is that??? yeah. thought so.
anyways..i'm gonna go. i'm awaiting a phone call and i think i might start on one of my essays. they need to be done. i have like..3 weeks to do them. blah blah blah. less than three weeks. i need to have them done by next week. mmhmm. yes.
later.
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