so...i'm having mixed feelings right now.

friday is my last day of school. period. well..high school.

the last day. i'll never go back to highschool.

except for graduation.

and the occassional visit..

but thats not what i mean.

after friday. i'm done with highschool.

i'm done with everything that involves highschool.

and that saddens and gladdens me.

i mean...i'm leaving everything i've known for 12 years.

i've went to school with these people for 12 years.

and now i'm leaving them.

and 99.9% of my friends are underclassmen.

which means...i wont see 99.9% of my friends hardly ever.

its hard to believe its almost over so soon.

i mean..i knew the day was coming.

but already?

its insane. very very insane and not right.

i dont know.  it is very exciting.

and i shouldn't look at it like its the end of the world.

cause its not...right?

its the beginning of another journey.

the end of one..and beginning of another.

so i should embrace it instead of being depressed over it.

yea..i'm gonna miss my friends...

but....it'll be ok.

i'll make new ones.

and if i really want to..then i'll keep in touch.

yes..exactly.

goodnight.

p.s. mike is the most amazing guy in the world.

music: arctic monkeys