ouch. haley said that to me. geezus. that hurt. she's supposed to be my friend. wtf. that twas really mean. i took it that way anyways. i bet it's because amanda's over there. i dont like amanda. bascially cause she's gorgeous and all the guys at school drool over her picture. not fair. i wish i was gorgeous. but...whatever.

david's home for the weekend. or..for fall break. that's cool.

matt p. is uh...yea. he wants me..oOOoh yea. too bad he can't have me. mwhahahahahahaha.

i am a baked potato.

for sure you realize my heart is breaking. surely you see the tears fall down my face. do you not? i assure you they are there. you break my heart. did you know that? you break...my heart.

i'm so depressed. like..i mean, i'm happy sometimes. but..deep down i'm sad. you can fake a smile. i do it all the time. i dont' know what's wrong with me though. i'm like...just sad. and i get sad. for no apparent reason. at all. sometimes i get sad over little things. the tinest of things. sometimes its something big. i get angry too. a lot. i just want to hurt someone. i went into the bathroom at school today and punched the door. relief. turned my knuckles blood red. nice. i was pissed. and i don't think i was even pissed for a logical reason.

oh well i guess.

bye.