so yea. um...i think david's mad at me. he called at like...i dunno...3:30 am last night. he was out. kelly was there. she was getting his number. he was ignoring me. i was tired. just woke up. he was finally like..ok well..i'm gonna go. everyone was drunk. supposedly except for him and stef. and he said goodnight and i said whatever and hung up. i had hoped he would call back...but he didn't. kelly talked to me. saying some stupid crap like "you're cute as ****"...i was like..ok..wtf. i'll be cuter if you stay away from david. maybe i'm just super jealous. i don't know. and selfish. whatever though. i'm not that selfish so..i think i'm allowed to be. he told me to trust him. hello..he cheated on me before..that takes away a lot of trust. but whatever. if he cheats on me again...his ass is gone. i'll never talk to him again.

i'm going now. cause i'm sick. fixing to start my period. stressed. and tired.