so basically. i'm not changing. i thought..for a few days..that i wanted to change my ways..and become..a christian. well...no..i don't. i was talking to derek today...and he said that one of the worst things to tell someone is go to hell. i looked at him and said...if there is a hell. and well...we argued. not really argued..but you know. yea. and i realized afterwards...how strongly i feel about what i believe. so no..i'm not changing. i like the way i think. i like what i believe...and no...i'm not gonna stop cussing. i'll never f*cking stop. so..there. yea.